Life has a weird way of showing its cruelest colors,
it doesnt wait for the best time to strike or the weakest moment, it just keeps at it in the hope that one of its blows will be fatal, that one blow to bring even the prize fighter to his knees,
this year life has been like this in every sense, studies i got screwed over despite working my ass off, love life was smooth sailing till life decided to toss a rock the size of king kong in its way,
money has always been tight but got tighter still, disappointments rose, the poison is too muh for me, i need an outlet now... just one before the bile will rise above what i can handle and it will kill be or leave me stronger still, cant take much more of this done even want too, life has become too hard and today when the final hope has been sbatched from me all that i can hope is that the old adage that the night is darkest before dawn comes true, because the last light at the end of a never ending tunnel seems to have been taken away, my heart clutches onto the futile hipe that its just another train passing by on the tracks of life.... but it also says this tunnel will surely end... light will strike my head again... stream down my face again....n fill it with happiness to displace all the hurt....it just hopes that it may be my angel but in casr it isnt all it knows is that a part of it is gone till it comes back again......