Was just looking through my options for a masters degree of my choice that is not an MBA but an actual MS meaning a masters degree in the engineering realm...
a thought passed through my mind, i went like this that if i do end up doing a Masters program abroad wherever that maybe I would have to take a job there and start working there for a few years atleast, now this is not the problem where the problem lies is that I am in an extraordinarily wonderful relationship right now, and touch wood it is goin to continue in the same vein for a long time but then how would this relationship be affected by this fact, I really really like this girl enough to tell her I love you and mean it but is it that much that i would be willing to string her along in a long distance relationship for a long time, would it even be fair for me to consider such a thing, i know it has only been a short while since we have been together but the reality of the matter is that i fall for her woth every passing day the more i come to know about her and the way she is,
is it fair to put her through such emotional heartbreak,
not being negative but being practical if this doesnt work out and i choose being in India and pursuing my MBA which seems to be quite a viable option would it seem ok or would i forever feel guilty, because i know people will tell me that you are onyl in your second year of college finish it you have so 2 mor eyears to go before you decide on anything what they dont seem to understand is that despite everything this world has evelved into one of intense competition and unless at this juncture i emerge ahead of the curve I will not be able to rise to the heights i had wanted to in my life to achieve the dreams I had, how would i ever explain this or even discuss it with my angel,
my best friend would listen but she probably wouldnt have any advice and my other best friend would probably just mock me to hell and back so usless there.... but will try talking to them both and see what they say... lets see what decison i come to....
right now i think its time to put my romantic cap on and after a lon time begin thinking of a poem for my angel leaving all these thoughts aside....
next should be a kickass romantic poem post....
Till Next Time
See-Ya!!!