I went to my Angel,
My brow furrowed tense,
full of questions about the futures sense,
a wind starts to flow,
a clarity seems to grow
I seem to have just one,
just one question now,
'My angel will you love me some more'

That was number one still untitled like most of my other ones,

My heart seemed to quiver,
To shake till it would break,
a thousand hurts flowed through,
each etched deeper than the last one through,

A soothing touch reached through,
the fog enveloping me,
it grabs my hand and steadies it too,
for i seemed to be falling through,

the hurt isnt known to her,
all well as the burden she undertook,
does she think herself strong enough,
to love this bumbling buffoon,

with a calmness sure,
and strength beyond her years,
she leads me through the damp,
its extent still unsure,

The fool struggles for word,
to express his feelings for her now,
finally he settles on this,
'My Angel, my savior, the guider of this ship,
I am but a fool and no more,
and all I have to give you is myself in exchange,
for all this'

'What is this,
for it seems to be enough'
She remarks,
'My love, My loyalty and Faith for ever more'
he says, and for her its seems enough

This is the second one playing around with a few words in my head regarding the title will put it there as soon as i find one which fits,
this is my second effort with the use of a conversation at the end of the poem to lend a slightly human touch to the characters,
purposely didnt make them rhyme cause I am trying very hard to move away from that kind of poetry and come to a slightly more contemporary modern style in which I fell the raw imagery is more relevant than the rhyme scheme which is what I'm trying to grow into.....
Till Next Time,
See-Ya!!!

Was just looking through my options for a masters degree of my choice that is not an MBA but an actual MS meaning a masters degree in the engineering realm...
a thought passed through my mind, i went like this that if i do end up doing a Masters program abroad wherever that maybe I would have to take a job there and start working there for a few years atleast, now this is not the problem where the problem lies is that I am in an extraordinarily wonderful relationship right now, and touch wood it is goin to continue in the same vein for a long time but then how would this relationship be affected by this fact, I really really like this girl enough to tell her I love you and mean it but is it that much that i would be willing to string her along in a long distance relationship for a long time, would it even be fair for me to consider such a thing, i know it has only been a short while since we have been together but the reality of the matter is that i fall for her woth every passing day the more i come to know about her and the way she is,
is it fair to put her through such emotional heartbreak,
not being negative but being practical if this doesnt work out and i choose being in India and pursuing my MBA which seems to be quite a viable option would it seem ok or would i forever feel guilty, because i know people will tell me that you are onyl in your second year of college finish it you have so 2 mor eyears to go before you decide on anything what they dont seem to understand is that despite everything this world has evelved into one of intense competition and unless at this juncture i emerge ahead of the curve I will not be able to rise to the heights i had wanted to in my life to achieve the dreams I had, how would i ever explain this or even discuss it with my angel,
my best friend would listen but she probably wouldnt have any advice and my other best friend would probably just mock me to hell and back so usless there.... but will try talking to them both and see what they say... lets see what decison i come to....
right now i think its time to put my romantic cap on and after a lon time begin thinking of a poem for my angel leaving all these thoughts aside....
next should be a kickass romantic poem post....
Till Next Time
See-Ya!!!

Well its that time of the holidays.... A few days have just managed to meander by me when I'm stationed at home....
so slowly the all seemed to crawl by ensconced in the laziness...
yet deceptive in their fleet footedness the bounded away....
suddenly a conversation on the edges of our mental plane....the very outer reaches of our consciousness seem to register just a faint ripple of the cosmic imbalance surrounding us.....
we suddenly begin to shake the newly formed cobwebs from their resting places, oil up our mental cogwheels and decide to truly take stock of the changed landscape lest our time upon pass by at an all too unseemly pace.....
such a fate seems to have befallen me too....
finally some random conversation with the other residents of my house which couldnt be just differed away with a series of half hearted grunts and snorts made me awaken from my slumber of solitude...
and i began to make a list of all that i wish to accomplish in these few short weeks in Bombay.....
so here goes....

• Study maths(uugh!!!....i know but ive done the crime so gotta do the time)
• Get my passport made
• Help my cousin get his admissions stuff in order
• Get a cordless phone for the house
• Meet everyone from French
• Go for counselling
• Decide and then start makin arrangements for my postgrad studies
• Catchup on my reading
• Finally try to make sense of PHP
• Then try to create my own forum with tweaks usin the same
• last but not least COOK!!!(a few experiments will do)

this is it for now....
blogging is always gonna be a must do so never comes of...
but now that the tendrils of laziness seem to be loosening their grip i may get more frequent God knows i have a lot to express.....
Till Next Time...
See-Ya!!!