It has been a long week....
Not so much physically stressful so as mentally so but more on that later in one of my rants which i am sure i am going to get into sooner or later.....
now i think tomorrow is going to be a time for me to finally relax...
De-stress....
and Re-connect....
a time for introspection and for me to finally get down to some bloody fucking studying
i know i know as a college student why would i ever stop but one thing people soon understand bout me is that all the work in my life revolves around the fact that am I motivated enough to do it
and the only motivation that i usually have for studyin apart from the threat of exams and my families penchant for extracting promises from me is
UTTER AND COMPLETE BOREDOM!!!!!!
yup as weird as that might be I donno I havent quite been able to understand this weird reason as to why i get motivated only by boredom and i hate studies so much that i actually try to find a myriad of ways to keep myself entertained...
quite successfully too... :)
but today my only motivation to study is gonna be the angel I have waiting for me back home
my girl.... :) :)
just thinkin bout her gives me a glow inside....
lots of my work as in poems n shit I'm gonna post here is gonna be for her
I've written quite a bit already and will post it as soon as i get time.....
till next time
See-Ya