They say that life’s purpose can be fulfilled if we can find a single friend with whom to share even a moments peace with, a moments silence, a moments anger or a instant of pure joy.....
They say that we can be truly free only if we can get a helping hand to set us free.....
They say we can be truly joyous only if we find someone who won’t keep the joy they feel for us inside their heart but allow it to radiate to all around us.....
They say true friends are the ones that don’t demand a reason as to why you demanded a service but demand a reason as to why you didn’t......
They say that no man is an island, but i believe that every man is an island but friendship is the bridge that ties us together....
They say self independence is the strongest suit a man can have and in this world the strong are the ones who survive....i say with a friend like you who can ever call me weak...
They say friends are those who will listen to you when you cry... but u tell me to quiet down and that to me is true friendship indeed.....
They say friends should always be above a life partner... to them i say that with a friend like you would i ever be in danger of makin that mistake....
They say the truest friends are not those who demand promises of you but make their own.....
And with that i fully agree....
thats why Bids all i have have to say u is i promise.....
Come rain or sun or snow....
Come a thousand mountains or miles or ages.....
Come a thousand fights or breakups or enemies entwined....
Come the titans of tartarus upon these earths or indras thunderbolts of rage.....
I will stand by you and be the shoulder u need till time wears away at your bones....
Till you need me to carry you home or a place to hide your tears....
Till time stops and beyond...
Ours is a friendship that will linger on till the day of judgement is upon us and then allah himself will say this is a friendship to stay till the end of time.....

This is one of the posts I had promised courtesy a few posts back.... a lil while in coming but finally it is here.....
well im kinda confused as to how someone starts talking about something like this so pardon the clumsy as hell start....
well over the past few days there have been times where thankfully i have had time to my self to just think introspect and to analyse.....
what one might ask.....
well the thing I needed to take a long hard good look at was me it had been a long time since i had actually taken a mirror and microscope upto myself and given myself a good once over.....
well one of the things I wanted to long at this time amongst many was the truth.. no no that seems to be too harsh a thing to say ummm.... lemme think the correct thing would be the validity of the way everyone looks at me and my intelligence....
I on one hand keep acting very pompous and high and mighty about the fact that I am smart and that at one point in my life I had an IQ of 156 which is on the fairly higher side given any which scale which one might want to use as a yardstick........ this causes me to be arrogant at times and dismissive too of not only people i dont care about but even those i do care deeply about.....
this is some thing I should be very careful about because such behaviour may hurt those I care about however unintentionally........
Also I personally have started viewing myself as somewhat of a bag of hot air who just keeps promising and promising and u know like shows the possibilities but is never quite able to deliver on those promises......on thing i must realise soon enough is that this causes me to be seen not only in other peoples eyes but even my own as a blow hard......someone who brags just to fulfill his ego no matter how false those things may actually be......
i need to realise that the potential I seem to have which everyone including myself seem to be able to see is potential or anything for that matter worth being proud of if eventually in life i am able to fulfill what potential actually means.......
what it actually means to quote a web site is "The inherent ability or capacity for growth, development, or coming into being:"
means unless I actually achieve it or even come close to it, it will always be left as a capacity.... one never fulfilled never achieved, never set on the path of growth to be there......
so now it is upto me as a person.... not as a son or friend or any of those wide variety of relationships we accept in life but as the one we didnt have a choice to accept that of being a living breathing person, whether I go out an achieve that potential of mine or not,
whether i prove all those people who seem to believe in me for no apparent reason true....
whether i make some thing out of this ability i seem to possess or do i just squander it away....
I think the time is now ripe for me to take the lead.... to take control of my life and steer it in the right direction.... with everything positive on the academic and my angel by my side I can only very strongly try to convince myself that yes enough is enough.....
no more excuses, no more procrastination
now is the time to act and its upto me to do so.....
Till next time.....
a rejuvenated and mentally lighter teenager says...
See-Ya!!!

I seem to be falling still
though time seems to have never stopped,
and it makes me realise now,

All it takes to make me fall for you again,
Is nothing much just that look in your eyes,
when I look into them after a long lonely break,
and Im still falling with no end in sight,

All it takes for me to fall for you again,
Is nothing much just the security of your arms,
wrapped around me so tight,
and Im still falling with no end in sight,

All it takes for me to fall for you again,
Is nothing more just your hands around my face,
trying to rediscover every contour,
and Im still falling with no end in sight,

All it takes for me to fall for you again,
Is nothing mare than the thought of you by my side,
even from a million miles close,
and Im still falling for you still,

All it takes for me to fall for you again,
Is nothing mare than the whispers of the night,
because they are the solace i seek in loud world full of blight,
and Im still falling for you still,

All it takes for me to fall for you again,
Is nothing more than a touch of your lips,
every emotion in them right,
and Im falling for you still,

And it takes for me to fall for you again,
Is nothing more than imagining you with all the while,
because all I seem to know and care then my love,
Is that its your love Im falling into still,
with no end in sight
and all my heart seems to tell me is
I will love you even after the morn seems to turn into night again
till a time which will never seem to end......

Lots has been on my mind today and as I mentioned in my last post I was kinda choked up on how i should express everything i was feelin or even felt like saying.... so I figured that the best that i could do was to put them out in a series of posts like installments instead of all together u know what I mean...... cause I have lotsa stuff i wanna say and not all of them fall into the same category... one of it is a poem which i was finally able to write just cause i met my girl......
another is a lil introspective thing basically just my thoughts on my abilities n stuff......
the next is one where i talk bout my friends n life in general a lil bit.......
and also one where i try and figure out what is the difference between a girlfriend and a best friend and still stay absolutely confused and happy in that.....
so i sign off with my regular but promise the next time will be sooner than later....
Till next time
See-Ya!!!!!

Aah.... it feels so good to be in mumbai again or a s i like to call it bombay... :)
met my angel and that has me all smiles :) :)
went and bought a lotta crackers yesterday for my sis..... she is happy now.....
im kinda choking on what to write so will leave this post right now come back with another one on just a bit.....
Till next time
See-Ya!!!!!

Oops.....
after promising another post last night i had to dissapont cause my stupid net just wouldnt connect.....
yipes is all i can say.....
i mean the number of times i must have tried was crazy...
on top of that i got shit bored cause i had nothing to do....
went to sleep early cause my roomie wanted to sleep n because of that missed 3 calls from my angel feelin like crap bout that..... oh well will get to talk to her today yay for that....
oooh n also im goin away to mumbai for a week :) :)
Yipeee!!!!!!
gonna surprise my angel cause she thinks im comin on friday while i have managed to make it monday :) :)
dont know how the surprise is gonna work out but lets see......
hmmmm.....
thoughts all assembled, a poem for her is currently uder production will probably get fininshed by the time i reach mumbai on monday mornin......
Till next time...
See-Ya!!!!

Heylo people....
Im back.....
back to bloggin that is hadnt gone anywhere persay....
ne ways big thank you shout out to Cj for including me on his blog roll... :)
my exams went quite well... they get over tom but im not givin the last 2 exams so for me they end today...... yay!!!!!!! :) :)
been in quite a hyper mode recently dont quite know why maybe it has to do with me goin back to bombay soon :) :)
so many reasons to smile... im smiling allround :) :)
well nothing much noteworthy to report now.....
will make another post i think tonight when i have all my thoughts collected n in a concise form.....
so....
Till next time...
See-Ya!!!!